New Beginning

All this while
I have been wasting my life
reflecting,
pondering at a world
full of wonders
and
ignominy.

All my life
I have been busy speculating,
wanting,
someone else to
blame for
My
misdemeanors

Putting my life on hold
too long-
I need to learn
to let go

To reach out
take hold,
venture out,
in the deep unknown
reaching inside my mind
seeking answers
deep within

Maybe
when I find
the answers I seek
I will finally stop musing
and
have a
new beginning

(c)2005 Gautami S. Tripathy